i am never, ever, ever, ever on this thing anymore, but occasionally, when my bottled up emotions feel like they are going to come out of my nose, its when i type “tumblr” into my search bar, and my fingers start typing ridiculosly fast, and the words pour out of me. Lately, life has been marvelous and fantastic. College has fell into place, and my senior year of high school has been all that i have wanted it to be, still though, something doesnt feel right. Perhaps it is the nervousness i am experiencing, because growing up is a new reality i have had to come to terms too.. Maybe being mature has to really come into play, because, the immaturity i am apparently filled with is old news, and being serious is the new fad. I need to leave this place, i need to meet new people, and do new things. Im bored of the same old stuff, the same old people, the same old lovers…. I need new.. I need to reboot.
Remember when you grew up and realized that was Sarah Jessica Parker… crazy.
i need to vent
26554.) I hate how I have no right to get mad when other girls flirt with you because we aren’t going out, even though so much has happened between us.
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